Well there are times when you just want to loose control and stop living. Well anti-blogging was something I was thinking of for a while.
Ok 2 sentences totally unrelalated. I know. But the point is i wanted to keep myself from writing anything. I wondered if people read this crap i put down. I say this cause I sometimes believe this is what they feel. But then again I should not call it crap cause then I rate myself low.
In short the spiral nature of my thoughts are only evident when I realize that I have already been through this space and time before and I have moved closer to my goal of realization. The goal is not yet defined, I feel I will not know I am there until i come across every thought the emotion I had again and without difference and that the spiral model of my thoughts. For someone who had just tried to comprehend the above. “I move so fast in my thoughts that I forget to realize that I leave my listeners in a parallel road waiting to follow.”
By the time i reach the point i go on and on till everyone is there. Its a thought process that many have told me and I am trying to rectify.
May god help me. On a lighter note. There is this Jayabheri Silicon County is a really nice place to hang out on a sunday Morning.